If you read this, this is what my mind is telling me from how one guy has been treating me…
You’re not important to him
He has better things in life than you
The only time he wants you around is when he needs something
He no longer loves you
You’re not his best friend
Others are more important
You’re stupid for believing the things he said
You’re stupid for even believing someone will stay close to you
This is how my mind thinks right now. I’m not in a good mindset
What the hell am I doing here?
I don’t belong here.
I don’t care if it hurts.
I want to have control.
I want a perfect body.
I want a perfect soul.
I want you to notice when I’m not around.
You’re so fucking special.
I wish I was special.
clearly as a teenager i’m not mature enough to drink, smoke, drive or have sex but i am obviously prepared to decide on the career i want to be in for the rest of my life